Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Hallucinations and freak out and panic attacks from weed?
Last night was my second time smoking weed and I had a terrible trip to scare me from ever smoking again. At first I was really giggly and seeing different colours then half an hour later I was at a subway station with my friend and it hit me so bad I lost control over my muscles. I started twitching then I lost all control and got up and fell and started going insane screaming and yelling and crying , hallucinating a train hitting me and everything was spinning turning and what I saw was not possible, even for a dream it was really crazy the things I saw. I would move and wouldn't feel like I moved but then I'd feel it afterwards . Like slow motion delayed reactions. I kept petting my head at one point and I didn't know why and couldn't stop it. I felt like I was stuck in myself and I would get lost forever. I thought about dying. My friend told me I caused a scene and had multiple personalities screaming ' take me to the hosptial'. 'No don't listen to me 'no take me!' 'No I can't! No call my mom' and she had to use all her force to pull me and kept hitting and pinching me and I felt nothing and barley felt like I was there and it wad hard to hear her telling me I'm going to be okay I kept screaming where am I!? What's happening to me!? We got on a bus and I kept having body spasms I couldn't control any of my senses. And at her place I got in bed and felt like I was sinking and I had intense hallucinations that it made me scared to sleep thinking I'd never wake up. It was the worst experience of my life. And I still was hallucinating this morning and felt the effects until the afternoon. Its been about 24 hours since. Is any of this normal? Could it have been something else?
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